yeah. i did it.

view it here:
TEH LIST

thanks.

its late. <3

hehehehehe

today was fun. except for the fact that i woke up at 12, fell asleep at 1:30 and woke up at 5.

what a waste of a day.

and tommorow will be homework-ful

blah.

boredom. not much homework tonight fortunately.

dang. i think i pwnt'd the tests today. orrr got completely raped
one or the other. ooh. i got lucky today. neither of the classes that i didnt do my homework for checked today. i was thrilled in both classes.

life's not too bad right now and i like that. its hard, but it isnt bad. bsh. i still havent refreshed on huck finn. dang. its funny how little reading it in the past helps =(

boring posts. im not motivated enough to do any type of story or examination of society. lasting impressions eh.

We hope your rules and wisdom choke you
-----> now we are ones in everlasting peace
----------------------> we hope that you choke,
---------------------------------> that. you. choke.

kill meh.

junior year is t3h sucks.

went to coffee station today to study APUSH and it was great. i rather like the enviroment there. much cozier than sweets. true, i like the java shakes at sweets SO MUCH and so i still think its my fave coffee wise, but coffee station is hot. especially for studying.

i'm kindof ashamed of my self. this weekend, i was craving it so badly. i think it was becuase i was grounded and lonely, but i caved. i bought some. and my 12 day victory streak went to 0 day. i know ive gotta stop. =( if you dont know what im talking about feel free to ask me, cuz its kindof a problem on my part.

...i keep drivin these dark highway lines

heh. please forgive any typos you find. im doing this via a wireless keyboard and mouse, and im on my bed, so the monitor is kinda hard to read.

so anyways, we're forecasted to have some rain, which excites me, and i was looking out my window when i noticed faint lightning in the south. I continued to watch for a moment

"Lamp commander... lights off"

the room fell into darkness as my door was closed and all lights were off, including my monitor. i gazed into the darkness, mesmerized by the occasional flashes, illuminating the skyline and clouds. you could follow lightning across the clouse, as most of the lightning was actually inside the cloud, and you could see the lightning tracing its way across the different parts of the clouds, occasionally peeking out from inside the clouds. i was mesmerized, and watched for what was roughl ten minutes, without moving at all. It was so natural, it was almost unnatural.

i love things like that. one could analyze the symbolic meaning of that lightning for hours, when all it is is elecrical energy wtithin the discharging.

turning magic into static

yes well. i quite like that.

save your scissors, for someone elses skin

YAY! i love coffee! without it, i wouldnt even have an intro, but alas, i have 2 paragraphs!

dang.

i keep thinking all of these deep thoughts throughout the day, but i cant remember them when i get home. i suppose i should write them down.

here's one i remember that is somewhat relevant to my essay

has anyone noticed the seperation between blacks and whites in our school? it isnt vocalized of evident through violence, but do you notice that generally, the black people keep to themselves and the whites (and others) to themselves? as in, we go to the same school, but it might as well be two different ones, because save two football buds or guys from classes, the racial seperation is generally evident. i'm not saying that this is bad, however, and i actually think that it is rather fortunate, because we hear far less "niggers" than would be expected with the number of hicks that we have (although a substantial disdain for blacks is felt by many of the hicks), showing that the racism is not as evident as it could be.

by the way, never get caught on the stairs with a black person on EVERY side of you. they are like slapping other people over my head. yeah. imagine that. a 5'3" black girl hittin the 5'3" black girl on the other side of me. im not being racist here, im just saying that they have a tendancy to be... rambunctious... to say the least.

((i admit that i have thought racist thoughts about black people, but never that would bring me to verbally or physically attacking one of them, and actually never in a terribly hurtful way. just pleas for them to be less noisy, less active, less WALKING SO SLOWLY TAKING UP THE ENTIRE HALLWAY. *cough*. righto. they drive slowly too. why is that?))

blah

drama returns.

so boring. and soooo stupid. NOOO HES MINE.

so anyways.

school is tre boring. and tre rape. no sleep for me. essay is gonna keep me up forever.

heheh. this sunday at my church, i heard this girl in youth choir behind me (in church orchestra) talking to some other girls. She was apparently an 8th grader and was talking to some 7th graders. The only thing i heard in the conversation made me kindof snort/stifle a laugh during tuning. the 8th grade girl said, in a very pretentious, snooty, and superior voice:

"oh, thats right, you dont learn about the quakers till eighth grade"

it was rather silly that she would loom it over them in the way that her tone suggested.

i have more thoughtful ideas mulling about, but no time for that now.

my eyes burn...
with these tears...

oh wait, no. its just the monitor burning into my retinas after staring at it trying to figure out the flippin DBQ.

so i just now laid down on my bed and looked my dog in the eyes. i speculated the following:

"hes lucky that he doesnt have history"
"or school"
"then again, he is only semi-sentient"
"otherwise i'd be asleep on his bed while he did gay hisory assignments"

i was then filled with jealousy.

his response to my apparently audible speculations was:

*licks tounge out just enough to move mouth*x3
*closes eyes*
*doggy-sigh*


lucky duck.

document based gay

thats what ill be doing till late!

yey!

gawd

I heard it's cold out, but her popsicle melts.
She's in the bathroom - she pleasures herself.
Says I'm a bad man. She's locking me out.
It's cause of these things.
It's cause of these things.

silly silly.

oh yeah, chem packet. also no fun.