johnde08

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2007-01-19T05:07:40Z

yeah. i did it.

view it here:
TEH LIST

thanks.

lalalalalala.

2006-11-05T06:50:25Z

its late. <3

hehehehehe

today was fun. except for the fact that i woke up at 12, fell asleep at 1:30 and woke up at 5.

what a waste of a day.

and tommorow will be homework-ful

blah.

meh

2006-10-31T01:43:30Z

boredom. not much homework tonight fortunately.

dang. i think i pwnt'd the tests today. orrr got completely raped
one or the other. ooh. i got lucky today. neither of the classes that i didnt do my homework for checked today. i was thrilled in both classes.

life's not too bad right now and i like that. its hard, but it isnt bad. bsh. i still havent refreshed on huck finn. dang. its funny how little reading it in the past helps =(

boring posts. im not motivated enough to do any type of story or examination of society. lasting impressions eh.

We hope your rules and wisdom choke you
-----> now we are ones in everlasting peace
----------------------> we hope that you choke,
---------------------------------> that. you. choke.

BLAHH

2006-10-30T01:51:48Z

kill meh.

junior year is t3h sucks.

went to coffee station today to study APUSH and it was great. i rather like the enviroment there. much cozier than sweets. true, i like the java shakes at sweets SO MUCH and so i still think its my fave coffee wise, but coffee station is hot. especially for studying.

i'm kindof ashamed of my self. this weekend, i was craving it so badly. i think it was becuase i was grounded and lonely, but i caved. i bought some. and my 12 day victory streak went to 0 day. i know ive gotta stop. =( if you dont know what im talking about feel free to ask me, cuz its kindof a problem on my part.

no sleep tonight...

2006-10-27T01:46:19Z

...i keep drivin these dark highway lines

heh. please forgive any typos you find. im doing this via a wireless keyboard and mouse, and im on my bed, so the monitor is kinda hard to read.

so anyways, we're forecasted to have some rain, which excites me, and i was looking out my window when i noticed faint lightning in the south. I continued to watch for a moment

"Lamp commander... lights off"

the room fell into darkness as my door was closed and all lights were off, including my monitor. i gazed into the darkness, mesmerized by the occasional flashes, illuminating the skyline and clouds. you could follow lightning across the clouse, as most of the lightning was actually inside the cloud, and you could see the lightning tracing its way across the different parts of the clouds, occasionally peeking out from inside the clouds. i was mesmerized, and watched for what was roughl ten minutes, without moving at all. It was so natural, it was almost unnatural.

i love things like that. one could analyze the symbolic meaning of that lightning for hours, when all it is is elecrical energy wtithin the discharging.

turning magic into static

yes well. i quite like that.

save your scissors, for someone elses skin

I <3333333333 COFFEE

2006-10-24T05:39:03Z

YAY! i love coffee! without it, i wouldnt even have an intro, but alas, i have 2 paragraphs!

dang.

i keep thinking all of these deep thoughts throughout the day, but i cant remember them when i get home. i suppose i should write them down.

here's one i remember that is somewhat relevant to my essay

has anyone noticed the seperation between blacks and whites in our school? it isnt vocalized of evident through violence, but do you notice that generally, the black people keep to themselves and the whites (and others) to themselves? as in, we go to the same school, but it might as well be two different ones, because save two football buds or guys from classes, the racial seperation is generally evident. i'm not saying that this is bad, however, and i actually think that it is rather fortunate, because we hear far less "niggers" than would be expected with the number of hicks that we have (although a substantial disdain for blacks is felt by many of the hicks), showing that the racism is not as evident as it could be.

by the way, never get caught on the stairs with a black person on EVERY side of you. they are like slapping other people over my head. yeah. imagine that. a 5'3" black girl hittin the 5'3" black girl on the other side of me. im not being racist here, im just saying that they have a tendancy to be... rambunctious... to say the least.

((i admit that i have thought racist thoughts about black people, but never that would bring me to verbally or physically attacking one of them, and actually never in a terribly hurtful way. just pleas for them to be less noisy, less active, less WALKING SO SLOWLY TAKING UP THE ENTIRE HALLWAY. *cough*. righto. they drive slowly too. why is that?))

johnde08 @ 2006-10-23T20:20:00

2006-10-24T01:27:52Z

blah

drama returns.

so boring. and soooo stupid. NOOO HES MINE.

so anyways.

school is tre boring. and tre rape. no sleep for me. essay is gonna keep me up forever.

heheh. this sunday at my church, i heard this girl in youth choir behind me (in church orchestra) talking to some other girls. She was apparently an 8th grader and was talking to some 7th graders. The only thing i heard in the conversation made me kindof snort/stifle a laugh during tuning. the 8th grade girl said, in a very pretentious, snooty, and superior voice:

"oh, thats right, you dont learn about the quakers till eighth grade"

it was rather silly that she would loom it over them in the way that her tone suggested.

i have more thoughtful ideas mulling about, but no time for that now.

ouch

2006-10-19T06:54:10Z

my eyes burn...
with these tears...

oh wait, no. its just the monitor burning into my retinas after staring at it trying to figure out the flippin DBQ.

so i just now laid down on my bed and looked my dog in the eyes. i speculated the following:

"hes lucky that he doesnt have history"
"or school"
"then again, he is only semi-sentient"
"otherwise i'd be asleep on his bed while he did gay hisory assignments"

i was then filled with jealousy.

his response to my apparently audible speculations was:

*licks tounge out just enough to move mouth*x3
*closes eyes*
*doggy-sigh*

lucky duck.

dbg

2006-10-19T02:12:31Z

document based gay

thats what ill be doing till late!

yey!

gawd

I heard it's cold out, but her popsicle melts.
She's in the bathroom - she pleasures herself.
Says I'm a bad man. She's locking me out.
It's cause of these things.
It's cause of these things.

silly silly.

oh yeah, chem packet. also no fun.

homezcomingz

2006-10-15T07:12:40Z

weeee. fun end to a shitty start! SAT -> HC. Some people say that homecoming ended up getting better after 11, but we left at 10:30 =/ I thought that it was very akward and stiff when we left. yeah. the lights where annoying. it kinda makes you feel spotlighted and revealed. well, i felt that way, at least. and the music choice was iffy.

oh well. i had agood time at it and before and after. i'll eventually be getting some crazy pictures to put up somewhere. pure genius.

oh well. i need to sleep, because tommorow is gonna me kicka a mi asso. (gonna kick my ass). SO MUCH ENGLISH HOMEWORK

sigh. OSHITIJUSTREMEMBEREDIFORGOTTOGOTOCOPYCORNERTODAY! oh well, SAT took forever, and i only had 3 hours to eat lunch, clean car, clean clothes, shower, dress and go do pictures and stuff, so i had an excuse... but tommorow is pony up time.

The good left of the bad

2006-10-14T21:18:57Z

weee. SAT is a done deal. i think i may have made as high as a 2100. =/

but anyways, thats the past now, how about some future!

thats right kiddies, HOMECOMING! (same day as SAT =( ) should be fun. we're eating at maddens and thatll be scrumptious! heheheh.

but thats near future. the little bit further future, sayyy next week, is gonna be a beast. ENGLISH BOOTY DOOAGE

So save your scissors
Someone elses skin
My surface is so tough
I don't think the blade will dig in
Save your strength
Save your wasted time
There's no way that I want you to be left behind
Go on save your scissors
Save your scissors

delicioso

aww. yay!

2006-10-13T03:45:50Z

JuanitoFrederico (10:39:10 PM): woot
luckienumber17 (10:39:43 PM): no
luckienumber17 (10:39:46 PM): history sucks
luckienumber17 (10:39:50 PM): no wooting

precisely

dang.

yo no quiero hacerlo

but i get all worried about APUSH and chem, then i glance over behind me and see my little doggy sleeping so peacefully.

hehe

not to mention dallas green is AMAZING

ok. deep breaths.

2006-10-11T02:57:17Z

phew. in. out. in. out.

trying not to freak out about all of our homework

lets go by subject:

chem:

nothing for a while other than plain homework

english(FUCK):

moby dick project
fuck hinn
essay

APUSH:

test friday and i assume monday. joyous

the other classes dont offer any monstrous challenges, so it should be ok. too bad it isnt. god im screwed.

The Iron Sea

2006-10-09T19:18:46Z

got back from the trip to austin today.

it was fun. crazy family's wedding. my 41 yearold cousin getting married (im the youngest cousin by 8 years [my sister] then the next above her is 7 years older. we're t3h bebes) and it was fun. all day today tho my parents were being bitches.

-----

sigh.

parents suck at times.

thankfully they went to work after lunch, so im getting some time to chill out, calm down.

i may be addicted to this komboloi my uncle gave to me. its so relaxing. just like this song

yummy.

it may be my favorite song of the moment.

<3

2006-10-06T02:20:08Z

Yeah, im listening to what may be the best song on my moby dick soundtrack (entitled The Victory of the Sea)

it reminds me of blankets which is soo goood and sooo amazing.

My body aches
And it hurts to say
No one is moving
And I wish that I were a tear tnight
This is my life

And I will see you again
I will see you again a long time from now

And I will see you again
I will see you again a long time from now

dang.

bleh

2006-10-04T22:47:17Z

still brooding after reading blankets. it was just so incredible.

dang tho. not much homework.

OMGOMG OMG OGMSHITZ!

2006-10-03T03:58:36Z

wow. rapage night?

moby dick
APUSH test
spanish quiz
chem hw

wonderful.

I woke up with the power out,
not really something to shout about.
Ice has covered up my parents hands
don't have any dreams don't have any plans.

bahh.

2006-10-02T01:48:42Z

im desperately avoiding my homework.

chem lab.
chem hw.
moby suck-da-penis
APUSH studying.
a TON of spanish.
by ton, i mean A SHITLOAD.

Nothing so ridiculously teenage and desperate nothing so childish
At a better pace, slower and more calculated, no chance of escape
Now self-employed, concerned, but powerless
An empowered and informed member of society, pragmatism not idealism

mm.

geesh

2006-10-01T20:43:06Z

dang. i really dont want to do this stupid thing on moby dick or study this apush.

that is t3h suckage.

i miss back when homework was practically nothing and how eveything could be lazy and boring.

but alas, no more.

wow. i really wish there was somethign entertaining that was still productive. no. correction. i wish the homework we do have was entertaining. to bad it isnt. sigh. even better, what if we didnt have homework!

anyways. flirting. it can get you into so much trouble. am i right, or am i right. this may be a dumb thing to say, but sometimes i feel like im spreading myself a little to thin. no. thats a bad thing to say. oh well, i cant think of anything else to suffice, so itll just be that. then again, im definately not putting all my eggs in one basket, especially when i dont even know if that one basket will produce anything beneficial at all.

yeah. i will prolly be getting glasses and wearing them a large portion of the time soon. cuz contacts are bitchez.

sigh.

death to the sleeper

2006-10-01T16:06:31Z

well. last night was fun. i actually did some APUSH yesterdey and today.

life is being boring tho

The sun will rise up, and you'll be in Freedom
So much freer than you were before
It's in the seed now
It's in the season
I'm so excited its knocking down your door.
The sun will rise up, and I will wise up
So much freer than we were before

wee. well.

yeah.

wahuh?

2006-09-30T19:59:14Z

yayz. football game was fun. even if they scored once. im still unsure of final score. 42-6? if im wrong, please alert me.

went to bed at like 12:30, woke up at 11. =))) love saturdays!

woo. just got word that i have to pick up my grandfather. thats lovely.

just got back from pickin up grandfather. joy. bah. the family beckons

just finished talking to grandfather and mowing the yard

broken post.

whooooooooooooooooooooo

2006-09-29T21:58:16Z

woot. weekend time!

its gonna be hw central soon. really soon. APUSH history kids, we're gonna do somma dat study session stuff. cuz you know, this test is effing death.

oh yeah. moby suckdacock. dont forget that. gawd. so sucks.

ehh.

God I wish you could see me now
You'd pick me up and you'd sort me out

yeah.

jah.

2006-09-29T02:42:13Z

weeee. good thing school doesnt suck OH WAIT OH WAIT OH WAIT

speaking of shcool. drama abounds! homecoming is almost too much trouble. surriously.

like, its so funny. six time. SIX TIMES! heheheh.

record much?

hehehe. greys was good. no. greys was great. silly meredith. and what happened to the kid with the tree through him?

its great how i can write these journals, and they can be so long, and there is seriously nothing worth reading in them.

sigh. abso-blankin-lutely

2006-09-29T00:52:39Z

wow.

homework is officially the sucky sucky for the cocky cocky. this sucks so much. the wierd thing is i dont really have much.

its just so stupid.

oh well. this weekend is gonna be beast. APUSH test monday, soooo STUDY SESSION BITCHES!

bah. grades suck. not mine specifically, but the idea sucks. dang. so much based on so little. a three letter acronym and a number, decimal, and another number can either ruin or validate your petty life. another three letter acronym and a (hopefully) four digit number having even more impact. a stupid little standardized test, taking up maybe 4 hours of your life, can determine the entire course of what lays ahead.

stupid.

dang.

[end transmission]

lj = emo

2006-09-27T23:03:32Z

weeeee.

boredom insues.

raging comebacks?

yes.

even tho i never got into LJ

oh well.